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Face themThe time will erase themStop trying to chase...

Wed, 22 May 2013 14:02:40 -0700

Face them
The time will erase them
Stop trying to chase them
I’ve taken my place
And it’s not worth the tears

I waited so long for this love
As another was slipping away
I waited so long for this moment
As the others were wasted
Cast a shade to save your eyes
Take this time to turn and say goodbye

Frozen
The words go unspoken
New victims are chosen
My heart may be broken
But so will my fear

I waited so long for this love
As another was slipping away
I waited so long for this moment
As the others were wasted
Cast a shade to save your eyes
Take this time to turn and say goodbye

nineinchnails: “The Perfect Drug” video, directed by Mark...

Mon, 13 May 2013 18:40:25 -0700

nineinchnails:

“The Perfect Drug” video, directed by Mark Romanek, premiered 16 years ago today. The song is from the soundtrack to David Lynch’s Lost Highway. The album was produced by Trent Reznor.

play this live already! <3

My angel!Cry from under, cry in time.Say on and on hard...

Mon, 06 May 2013 22:27:39 -0700

My angel!

Cry from under, cry in time.
Say on and on hard enough.

Save my heart tomorrow.
Save my heart tomorrow.
Save my heart tomorrow.
Save my heart tomorrow.

I’ll…

Save my heart tomorrow.
I’ll save my heart tomorrow.
Save my heart tomorrow.
Save my heart tomorrow.

Oh in you, love it goes away…
I’ll wait through the hardest kind of pain!

Cry from under, cry in time.
Say on and on hard enough.

Save my heart tomorrow…
Save my heart tomorrow…

Holding you, love it goes astray…
I went through the hardest kind of pain, my angel…

Say on and on hard enough!

So you will know by the light, your hands and all that they write.
Take comfort in knowing your fears are gone…
…Fears be gone, I believe in love!

And…

Everyone into forever, everything a part of me,
Dancing all into whenever…
Effervescent quality!

How longIs the pattern going to speak for youHow far can your...

Fri, 03 May 2013 23:21:15 -0700

How long
Is the pattern going to speak for you
How far can your voice reach
Your song below the night
From my view
I can see you
Shudder where you are standing
In the vision
Cyan blue

Now
October
This time you won’t be needing me

To run along the freeway
To weigh one’s heart against the oncoming dark
You left me with the pills
We had plans but you couldn’t make it
Through the trees
What took you so long
The high grass
What took you so long

Translate the fire
The venom’s rush inside your heart
How long can winter
Colour your every word
And the skyline
Past the houses and the cities
Hyperopia
Carmine red

Now
This river
This time I will

A scar insideFor such a long timeI’ll do it all over...

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 13:33:58 -0700

A scar inside
For such a long time
I’ll do it all over again
Can’t face the wounds
Have to go on
Stop remembering

Time by time shades reach the surface
A mental breakdown, they provide
Accept, clear up, clean up, go on
And soon I’ll show some pride

There’s enough to go on further
Don’t force to forget

You seem to go on
When you are that strong, and fighting
What ever it takes
Your will never breaks, you last and last
And I will be there for you my dear
For you to go on
When you are that strong, and fighting

Till the day I’m done with the shades
The rage I create towards myself, the hate
To claim the blame that I feel
To damage the dreams I need
Facing uncertainty
Facing the truth
Got to get on through
Blaming myself
Blaming at last
…And please forget

<3 *sigh*

cause i’m feeling a little to 80’s goth right...

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 12:54:23 -0700

cause i’m feeling a little to 80’s goth right now…

Water was running; children were running
You were running out of time
Under the mountain, a golden fountain
Were you praying at the lares shrine?
But oh your city lies in dust, my friend

We found you hiding we found you lying
Choking on the dirt and sand
Your former glories and all the stories
Dragged and washed with eager hands

But oh your city lies in dust, my friend

Hot and burning in your nostrils
Pouring down your gaping mouth
Your molten bodies blanket of cinders
Caught in the throes …….

And your city lies in dust

all alone beside myselfall alone beside...

Fri, 05 Apr 2013 15:25:35 -0700

all alone beside myself
all alone beside myself
and I’ve troubles on my mind

and i’ve reached the depths of life
and i hear that deaths alright
still i’ll wait for you to try

when the dreams have been and gone
and the torment has begun
my emotions run

can’t get by with what i’ve got
always dwell on what I’ve lost
just a loaded gun…

a symbol of my life, a symbol of my life

on the floor i crawl and writhe
as the day turns into night
i remove myself from sight

and i reached the depths alright
and i hear deaths part of life
still i wish that you would try

when a dream has been and gone
and the torment has begun
the rejections done

i get by with what i’ve got
always aware of what I’ve lost
just a loaded gun…

a symbol of my life, a symbol of my life

nothing more, nothing more to say to me

There’s a way, a way to get out of hereTo escape these...

Sun, 31 Mar 2013 13:11:09 -0700

There’s a way, a way to get out of here
To escape these storms and find some shelter
To rid of your darkness, to rid of your boredom

There’s somewhere, somewhere that you can go
It’s obvious, well, it’s apparent
It’s right in front of you, so reach out and take it

And just let go, our sobriety we’ll abandon
Discriminate, we fade slow, fade slow
These drugs will expand us
United we will grow, let go, let go

There’s a way, a way to squash all of your fears
When everyone around you seems to be a stranger
You feel their eyes upon you
You’re hearing their thoughts
As they walk away the voice grows louder

Illusions illuminate
Why let illusions dictate your next move?
You’re bound by deception and a misled direction

So just let go, our sobriety we’ll abandon
Discriminate, we fade slow, fade slow
These drugs will expand us
United we will grow, let go, let go

There’s a way, a way out of here
There’s a way, a way out of here

So just let go, our sobriety we’ll abandon
Discriminate, we fade slow, fade slow
These drugs will expand us
United we will grow, let go, let go

Living, learning but I wish you wellHoping, waiting though I...

Sat, 30 Mar 2013 20:09:00 -0700

Living, learning but I wish you well
Hoping, waiting though I would like to tell you

The stormy day is here today
To guide me back home
The stormy day a cloud away
To guide me back home

Home again
Home again
Home again

Very clearly but you know it’s me
Patience, courage though I’m the one to leave you

The stormy day is here today
To guide me back home
The stormy day a cloud away
To guide me back home

Home again
Home again
Home again

The day you went awayYou had to screw me overI guess you...

Tue, 26 Mar 2013 16:13:36 -0700

The day you went away
You had to screw me over
I guess you didn’t know
all the stuff you left me with
is way too much to handle
But I guess you don’t care

You don’t need to preach
you don’t have to love me, all the time

Whatever on earth possessed you
to make this bold decision
I guess you don’t need me
While whispering those words
I cried like a baby
hoping you would care

You don’t need to preach
you don’t have to love me, all the time

You don’t have to preach
all the time

-Saturnine

In Motion #2I see him turn awayAlthough my eyes are shut with...

Tue, 01 Jan 2013 20:02:48 -0800

In Motion #2

I see him turn away
Although my eyes are shut with emptiness
And again the rain falls down
Together with me

This blood in my body runs for you
Drink my tears as I cry

My heart and my mind crave for you
Drink my tears as I cry

Make me cry in vain
Leave one tear
Touch my face with your sigh
Leave against the stream
One hundred worlds will see me
Passing by…

I see you walk away
Falling down I cry and scream your name
And again the rain falls down
Together with me

Edge of the world Staring into the abyssGaspingAs the...

Fri, 14 Dec 2012 21:15:14 -0800

Edge of the world

Staring into the abyss
Gasping
As the hopelessness
That I have nothing more to give

When the ground
Has fallen from beneath
Grasp
At the void
As life slips from view
What remains
To hold on to

Hour of dread
Staring headlong at the end
Falling
Into nothingness
There is nothing left to lose

When life slipped from view
Nothing remained
To pull us through

-“HOLD ON TO NOTHING”

Did her skin feel as soft as you always said mine are to your...

Thu, 22 Nov 2012 22:10:09 -0800

Did her skin feel as soft as you always said mine are to your fingers?
Did her eyes look as deep into your soul as you always said mine did?
Did you catch the moon together?

When I saw the look upon your face
I knew we had lost precious hours through our days

On that day that you woke me up from our dream to your nightmare
I didn’t know it was possible to feel so alone being with you
Will I find my way home?

When I saw the look upon your face
I knew we had lost precious hours through our days

When I tried to move aside
I found you’ve glued me to your side
I knew we had lost precious hours

Listen to Gemini II by The Gathering.

HollowBereft of heartTime hemorrhagingBleedingTorn apartSoul...

Tue, 20 Nov 2012 23:35:26 -0800

Hollow
Bereft of heart
Time hemorrhaging
Bleeding
Torn apart
Soul atrophied
The fires
That forged our souls
The embers have gone dark

Our eyes so blind we can’t see
Our minds die as our souls weep
The life choked out by the hand that feeds

A final knife
In the back
The wound
Straight through the heart

Our eyes so blind we can’t see
Our minds die as our souls weep
The life choked out by the hand that feeds
The air so thin we can’t breathe
Our souls decay as our minds sleep
Our backs broken by the hands that feed

♪Love? fuck it!♪ I knew i should have gone to London this...

Sun, 28 Oct 2012 11:28:03 -0700

♪Love? fuck it!♪

I knew i should have gone to London this weekend (-_-) first time Devin has played any SYL material since they disbanded right after “The New Black” way back in 2006.
I loved shouting the lyrics to this song way back when SYL was still alive and kicking :)

♪♪♪ MARCH!!!

LOVE… is a way of feeling
LOVE is a way of feeling less alone
So what’s all the fuss about?!?

“FUCK IT”

LOVE: the paradox of needing
OH LOVE,
MAKE WAY FOR BREEDING

GIVE IT TO ME! GIVE IT TO ME!
FUCK YOU AND YOUR TALK OF LOVE!
I know what I stand for; I STAND FOR ME!!!

I’ll wait for the night to come
So far, suicide at home
For I’m not the man you know
This love it’s about control

OH WHAT A FEELING!!!!!
OH WHAT A FEEDING!!!!!
Know the chosen ones ARE HERE!
ALL HAIL!!! …SHIT

(FUCK IT!)
I’ll wait for the night to come
So far, suicide at home
For I’m not the man you know…
This love, IS ABOUT CONTROL

YOU FUCKERS!

ALL IN THE NAME OF LOVE
ALL IN THE NAME OF LOVE
ALL IN THE NAME OF LOVE ♪♪♪

I love you, I love youI need you, I’ve always been around...

Fri, 28 Sep 2012 21:38:02 -0700

I love you, I love you
I need you, I’ve always been around you
I love you, I need you
I’ve always been around you
I love you, I need you
I’ve always been around you
I love you, I need you
I’ve always been around you

I love you, I need you
I want you, I’ve always been around you
I love you, I need you
I’ve always been around you
I love you, I need you
I’ve always been around you
I love you, I need you
I’ve always been around you
I love you, I need you
I’ve always been around you
I love you, I need you
I’ve always been around you

Hey there, what has come into your royal mind?
Sew the weight of commentate amour
We close the door

A little more, a little more
A little more, a little more
A little more, a little more

Tell me:
Where do we go from here? (Tell me!)
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here? (Tell me!)
Where do we go from here?

Believe in the word

(See the monochrome blue)
So the north is strong and free! So we live again!
So the north is strong and free, so we live again!

Let’s tear it up!

Everyone into forever
Everything a part of me
Dancing all into whenever
Effervescent quality

On the day that you woke me up from our dream to your...

Fri, 14 Sep 2012 12:12:00 -0700

On the day that you woke me up from our dream to your nightmare
I didn’t know it was possible to feel so alone being with you
I tried to move, but you glued me to your side, with all that you gave me
Did you catch the moon together

When I saw the look upon your face
I knew we had lost precious hours through our days

Did her skin feel as soft as you always said mine are to your fingers?
Did her eyes look as deep into your soul as you always said mine did

Hunting down all my strength to reveal that clouds have appeared for regression
I tried to move but you’ve glued me to your side with all that you gave me
Will I find my way home

When I saw the look upon your face
I knew we had lost precious hours through our days

There’s nobody here, there’s nobody nearI try not...

Wed, 27 Jun 2012 22:21:07 -0700

There’s nobody here, there’s nobody near
I try not to care, dead eyes always stare
Let these matters be, don’t trust what you see
Take hold of your time, step into the line
Leave your mark upon the head of someone
Who’ll cry for his state, we know it’s too late
I turn round to see what was meant to be
Faint movement release to rid the disease
There’s innocence torn from its maker
And stillborn, the trust in you
This failure has made the creator
So would you tell him what to do

(♪ I have lost all trust i had in you… ♪)

Ah, we are numbered,We are numb, we are not alone.Ah, we are...

Tue, 26 Jun 2012 20:53:22 -0700

Ah, we are numbered,
We are numb, we are not alone.
Ah, we are numbered.
We are numb, we are numb…
All the world’s been waiting for a photograph.
All the time we’ve waited for a sign.
It’ll soon be over, all I want is honesty.
It’ll soon be over, all we’ve got is time.
Ah, we are numbered, we are numb, we are not alone!
Ah, we are numbered, we are numb, we are numb.
So we search for home
Only God knows God.
I’m alright to fly!
Only we both know we never once were right…
But we tried.
Say it!
Ah, we are numbered, we are numb, we are not alone!
Ah, we are numbered, we are numb, we are numb.
—————————-
Hey…
You’re awake.
And it keeps you where you wanted to be known.
That’s alright
You know that you’ve been framed.
All the way.
And it keeps you where you wanted to be known.
But that’s alright… you’re only human, boy…
Take your inhibitions going home.
Hey! You’re awake!
And that keeps you where you’re wanting to be owned.
That’s alright,
You’re only evil…
‘Eh’ all the way!
And it keeps you where you’re wanting to be owned.
That’s alright, you’re only human boy,
So stay a while…
All the worlds a stage and we are home again, home again!
All the worlds afraid but we are home again, home again!
Away from home? Wait!
I died a little… waiting, waiting… wait!
I want to be set free… on the road again for you and me.
Tell your partner that you’ll be on the way, so get up, get up, get up…
We’re far too old to whine about it!
Hey, you’re awake.
And it keeps you where you’ve wanted to be known.
That’s alright,
You knew we knew the way… all the way.
And it keeps us where we wanted to be on time…
Oh, then sooner or later it comes…
And we’re free!
I’m free!
I’m free!
All the worlds a stage and we are home again, home again!
All the worlds afraid but we are home again, home again!
Away from home? Wait!
I died a little… waiting, waiting… wait!
I want to be set free… on the bond again for you and for me…
Without a haunted song we’d be all alone…
So get up, get up, get up…
Now deconstruct!
Deconstruct!
Get up, get up! Deconstruct!
Deconstruct!

All the worlds afraid… all the worlds afraid…

And we looked up to the stars last night
And I saw that maybe…there was nothing more?
…and my thought turned!

Meltdown (I) It’s time to leave - this eerie sound I cared but...

Sun, 24 Jun 2012 15:12:55 -0700

Meltdown

(I)

It’s time to leave - this eerie sound
I cared but failed - the ones I love
I guess its just - what comes around

We try to bend - but then it breaks
What kind of mind - makes these odd shakes
I can’t believe - it ends all here

You pull me down

You always failed

You pull me down - I fake a laugh - I sway
You broke my heart – I fell so hard always
Because of you I’m still afraid today

It’s time to leave - this eerie sound
I cared but failed - the ones I love
I guess its just - what comes around

You pull me down

You pull me down - I fake a laugh - I sway
You broke my heart – I fell so hard always
Because of you I’m still afraid today
Because of you I’m still afraid today

(II)

I will not give you what you think that you earn from me
I will not make the same mistakes you always made
I tried to show you that I cared although you always failed
I was too young to have known better - better than you

You could have kept all those stories to your self

I tried to show you that I cared although you always failed
I was too young to have known better - better than you